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oh jesus
i just had a dream that i was the heroic leader type and i was responsible for my 5 team members or something.. and 2 of them died in my arms.. and i was crying so hard.. the hardest i've ever cried.. i knew these people too, i mean i know them in real life, but i don't know why i'd dream about them because we're not that close. it was weird. but it's like, you know how when you cry that hard, you're exhausted afterward? that's what i feel like. like it actually had that kind of emotional toll on me. but i had done what i had to do, after they died i had to let them go and remember my other team mates.. i had to move on, as sad as i was. maybe that's the message.
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