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YWSMC: Hi, it's Audrey Gender1632: hi audrey YWSMC: how are things? Gender1632: alright i guess and you YWSMC: good... Gender1632: good YWSMC: Yeah, it's been a trip *laughs* Gender1632: huh? YWSMC: oh, nothing... Gender1632: why would you say something like that, then follow it by"oh nothing" YWSMC: I'm just staying with Josh... YWSMC: And we are sort of engaged (unofficially) Gender1632: WHAT Gender1632: THE Gender1632: HELL Gender1632: there is no face on this aol window to picture mine YWSMC: why? Gender1632: nothing can compare to my faces Gender1632: but what the fuck YWSMC: what's that supposed to mean? Gender1632: youre kidding right YWSMC: no, honestly, I'm not Gender1632: what the hell,... YWSMC: I've been here since Easter, living... and we decided Sunday about the Engagement... Though it won't be official until probably October Gender1632: why october Gender1632: and what the fuck YWSMC: Because it's not now... I don't know why October, we just decided that... Gender1632: OMG Gender1632: .................*no words to describe the facial expression* YWSMC: we might be moving out together soon too Gender1632: ahhh, AHHH,,,, AHHHHHHHHHHHH...ALRIGHT Gender1632: audrey YWSMC: yeah? Gender1632: stop YWSMC: ok Gender1632: just stop YWSMC: I'm just telling you what's going on YWSMC: that's fine Gender1632: One Gender1632: thanks for telling me Gender1632: BUT YWSMC: yeah? Gender1632: i rather have heard it from josh Gender1632: and not you YWSMC: okay... Gender1632: two,.. Gender1632: lil rushed and what the fuck are you thinkin...my opinion Gender1632: dont answer that Gender1632: just dont do it Gender1632: wow i need a cigarette YWSMC: I'm thinking I love Josh and I don't have to defend myself to anyone, ecspecially when I have my family and friend backing my decision... Gender1632: not asking you to defend yourself YWSMC: yet, you are telling me my decision is wrong, without even knowing me, correct? Gender1632: but jesus, this is what i would say to anyone of my friends Gender1632: listen audrey Gender1632: im not going to start with you YWSMC: okay I'll listen Gender1632: i didnt say anything Gender1632: all im thinking in my head Gender1632: is yes Gender1632: these have found each other and are happy Gender1632: okay Gender1632: but its only been a couple months Gender1632: and things are always wonderful and always beautiful and it seems so soon Gender1632: i know your feelings are strong YWSMC: yes, but we aren't going out and getting married tomorrow Gender1632: i know Gender1632: but an engagedment is just as big of a committment YWSMC: at the very earliest it will be spring next year Gender1632: OHH Gender1632: AHH Gender1632: *lights up* Gender1632: im trying to be happy, its not working at this moment, let it all sink in YWSMC: you know, you should be happy... I will treat Josh with the upmost respect and give him everything I possible can, and I know he'll do the same for me, and if we are happy, why can't you be for us? Gender1632: you just told me Gender1632: gotta give me a minute Gender1632: seriously YWSMC: Yeah, but you are like, "don't do it." No, hey, think about it first... It's don't do it... Fine, take your time... It's not like it's going to go away... Gender1632: i dont want you to hate me, i really dont, not because i cant rejoice at this minute YWSMC: I don't hate you... And if I did it wouldn't have anything to do with this moment in time Gender1632: what does that mean YWSMC: Nothing Gender1632: yeah Gender1632: is josh there at all YWSMC: okay, i'm saying that if i wanted to hate you, I think you telling me you love my boyfriend would have done it... YWSMC: he's here... Gender1632: joy YWSMC: he's in the shower Gender1632: i love him as a friend Gender1632: i love alot of my friends Gender1632: im protective of them YWSMC: Yeah, well you told me you loved him like I do... Gender1632: not in the way you do my dear,,love has many levels YWSMC: okay... Sure... Gender1632: im sure you know that if not,..you have a lot to learn YWSMC: Yes I know that, but that's not what you said... Gender1632: what were my exact words Gender1632: ? YWSMC: You're exact words. "I felt the same way you do before, but now I'm not so sure." YWSMC: then we discussed it, and you said you will always love Josh... You told him that Gender1632: BEFORe key word Gender1632: i will Gender1632: our relationship is different now MUCH different YWSMC: yeah, I know.. Gender1632: not like what you two have YWSMC: yeah, I know that too Gender1632: awesome YWSMC: yes, yes it is YWSMC: fucking awesome Gender1632: yea there you go YWSMC: Josh needs a best man for our wedding, are you available? Gender1632: and that means what YWSMC: it was a perfectly innocent question Gender1632: when you two do evetually get married Gender1632: yes i want to be there Gender1632: i would love to see him so happy Gender1632: and to find love and find someone who sees so much more in him than everyone else does Gender1632: that would make me happy YWSMC: eventually? whatever... He's already that happy or he wouldn't have talked about it with me... Gender1632: evetually meant...next spring Gender1632: like you said Gender1632: like its going to ahppen..eventually,..in the future..soon..nottomorrow though, liek you said Gender1632: its alright, nothing bad about that sentence, its okay YWSMC: Well, you know you'll be invited to our wedding, I just have some major planning to do, and I've already started... Gender1632: especially in a yr Gender1632: its alot YWSMC: Yeah I know, and I can't wait. I'm excited, and my family is excited and they are helping.. Gender1632: thats good YWSMC: yeah... Gender1632: i know im up here Gender1632: but anything and i mean ANYTHING Gender1632: you guys need id love to help any way i can YWSMC: sure... YWSMC: but I doubt we'll need that kind of help... Gender1632: and what kind of help are you referring to YWSMC: don't worry about it, since I won't be needing it anyhow... Gender1632: ohh,..wow youre a,.. YWSMC: I'm a what, come on, say it... Gender1632: i wont YWSMC: why, I won't tell Josh, do you think I'm like that? I wanna know your true feelings, let it all loose Gender1632: ....no...... YWSMC: see, now, that's where we differ, I have no problem telling people what i think of them, unlike you, just insinuating it... Gender1632: no im not going to Gender1632: i have no problem with it Gender1632: i just dont think its right soo im not going to YWSMC: why isn't it right? Sorry but I have no respect for people who have something to say but won't say it... YWSMC: it's not the way I was raised Gender1632: because i dont want bad feelings here thats why,....so back off YWSMC: it's kind of late for that, and sorry, but I don't back down... You got something to say about me, you need to say it, or else it's bad feelings... Because I can take someone who will call me a bitch, but I won't even talk to someone who is gonna do it behind my back... Fuck that shit Gender1632: im nto going to do it behind your back Gender1632: im nto going to do it at all Gender1632: and i wasnt going to call you a bitch Gender1632: so calm down YWSMC: whatever, and how do I know what the fuck you were gonna say? If you can't fucking say it, I gotta think the fucking worse... She got offline then... That's Josh's friend... Ew, I know I lost a little bit of control, but that was pretty F*cked up... Post a comment in response: |
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