| Current mood: | discontent |
| Current music: | The National>Guest Room |
Wow. Bored.
Reasons I would Die If I Moved To NYC Right Now:
1) Lack of totally marketable skills, other than following most of orders I comprehend from supervisors. A.K.A., if I am told to clean a counter, I can do it. If am am told to use a cash register, I can do it, but my drawer will usually be a little short, or a little over.
2) Inability to NOT have panic attacks when confronting things like electric bills, water bills, internet service, leases, roommates, etc.
3) Inability to manage own finances in a responsible manner. See: my $120 of debt which I should not have, because two months ago, I had $850, and no major expenses. Eating out and buying DVDs are not necessities.
So I can't move to NYC alone. It would be pretty stupid. But still, my life here is pretty weird and random too. Like sleeping with a gay guy, going into debt, giving my blessing for one of my best friends to date the only guy I've honestly liked, buying two 30-packs of PBR at once, etc. I haven't liked this semester much.
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