| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | The people above me thumping on the floor |
As per academic performance..
And all school related things...
I cannot do stellar in any class. I COULD, but I can't make myself do homework. I feel like I'm still in sophomore year of high school, and the only way I can do homework is if the teacher comes around to collect it during class, and you're shamed if you don't have it done.
But in college, no one necessarily notices when you don't do your work. The professors do, but they might not say anything.
So I've never necessarily failed a class. I got kicked out of Honor's College, because I had a 3.0 GPA. But that's okay, overall. For freshman year. Now I've realized that my inability to ever motivate myself to do anything is chronic. It's something I could work on, but I choose not to.
And so instead, I sit here in my room and have panic attacks, and realize that projects are due the day before I do them.
And I honestly think I'll probably fail at least one of my classes this semester.
And I can't stop it, or make myself stop it.
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