| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | the postal service ~ against all odds |
life is crazy
well that hurricane turned out to just miss us. we were very lucky. our only damages were to our yard and some water damage from leaks in the house.
monday after the storm jacob came over and helped out with some yard work and just spent some time with me. thanks jacob. it had been since the last day of school since we last saw each other. he left around 4ish and then matt called me asking if he could come over. of course i said yes.
matt ended up staying until today. lol from monday to wednesday. it was a lot of fun. thanks matt. oh and we figured out that you can count the stars in the city. good times.
then tonight christian and i went and saw cinderella man. it was a wicked movie. very well done, and extremely saddening. but good. thanks christian. i had a ton of fun with ya. i still think we need to have a "dance dance revolution" a go go!
on to different. sadder notes. my life is crazy. family is crazy. my brother is addicted to drugs and so we put him into a institute to help him. hopefully. my mum is depressed and upset constantly. i am terrified. feeling so helpless. i try to hide it. i don't like others seeing me upset. it hurts even worse. so i put on this mask. mask of joy.
i am really confused about you. and myself. and you and myself together. it doesn't make any sense.
slowly slipping again.
peace. love.
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