*in bed, holding JC tight, looking down at him as he sleep. Brushes his lips across his temple*
I don't want to go to sleep. Not yet. Maybe, just maybe if I stay up, tomorrow won't come and it can be him and me forever. But he has to go. It's his best chance of getting better and. That's most important thing. I have no idea how I'll be able to sleep with him gone. I've forgotten how it is to sleep alone. Two weeks is a long time.
*stills as JC stirs in his sleep, sighs in relief when he notices him breathing deeply still* I love you, baby. Don't forget to come back home. To me. Please come back to me. *snuggles down under the covers, eyes trained on JC's sleeping face, trying to stay awake, but eventually giving in, drifting off*
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