rAcHeL (luckiestarr) wrote, @ 2003-06-18 03:27:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	no music my life is down the shithole right now.

i feel like shit
yea well my birthday was ok i'll talk about it some other time. Im feeling all depressed right now , me and robert broke up hes really an asshole to be but i cant seem to ep that in my head, my feelings for him arent changing not yet at least, but i'll be ok.And as my away message says.......i hurt so bad
no ones here to make anything better
i just have to go on living with this pain untill it slowly goes away,its alright i'll be ok i wont hurt this bad tomorrow..I gave my everything and all i got back was being hurt and broken.I hate feelings,i wish i didnt feel love or hate, or touch or brake, i wish i was a feelingless blob of nothing.
i love you even if i shouldnt.



But yea i feel like shit and im going to bed.write more some other time.
~*rach*~

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