|Current mood:|| determined|
Save the Drama for your mama
I will get through all this shit!! I swear! Ahhh...so just when I think I'm about to lose my mind, he always manages to pull me out of it and I dont think he knows it. He stayed the night last night and it was without me asking or predetermined. He just overheard me asking a friend if she could stay the night and he said he could and it was awesome. just to have him there and chilling with me...except his ex emailed him again. Argh. Is all i can say...but there's nothing much I can do. I do feel bad cuz it feels like people might make fun of him for dating me and i get scared..cuz I think i'm way beyond attached...Nah I think i'm just really attached. Attached to the point that if we dont talk ill probably be hurt. ANd cry..and feel alone..but I try not to think of bad things.
I'll write more when I have more time.