Screw to the You
Chaos is all I can say. I don't even know what to say. I don't even know what's going on. I have a "Physical Science Lab" test tomorrow. I'm grounded if I don't pass because I didn't study with my fuckin' mom. Kiss my a to the double s. She just came in an told me to get off the computer and study. Why I tell her anything is beyond me, I should have learned my lesson by now. I hate her. Let's treat my FIFTEEN year old daughter like a FIVE year old. I'm talking to Elizabeth Ann and it feels really good because she's one of the few people who actually understand me and what I'm going through. Don't want to say too much about that because I don't want to come off as SELFISH. But, anyway, I'm really not getting anything out of this whole high school deal and it seems really pointless. I mean I thought I was going to go in and make new friends and do good in school Heh. Look where I am now. I lost more friends than I've gained and I'm not as focused as I should be. I think it's funny that everything *HE* thinks he knows about me is a lie. And it's HILARIOUS that people have a problem with me when they don't even know me. Not to mention this whole CM crap. I'm not even going to say ANYTHING about that. Well, until later days. Much love.
Samantha Paige (as Elizabeth Ann likes to call me)