|Current mood:|| relaxed|
AUG, 31 2008
im not a perfect girl. i cry way more than a normal person should, i usually look like shit when i wake up nd i expect way too much out of people. im not really that popular i still dont have a license nd my family is nuts. saying good things about myself is never easy but i know that i deserve a lot more than what i have now.
im way too nice to be walked all over nd treated like dirt. im too little to be hit by you or thrown around. im much too sensitive for yr cold, empty heart.. nd honestly, i look way too good to be w. a little boy.
for me letting anyone go in my life is ahard decision. theres not enough in it to just kick someone out. one of my therapists told me that even though you dont necessarily want to lose someone, you have to think about what you need first.
my friend once asked me: "would you rathher be alone nd happy or in love nd completely miserable?" i told him happy. when he asked me if i was happy.. i said no, absolutely not. he said the rest was up to me..