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Semi Down Hearted
I went to my meeting tonight, it was a real up and down one. I found out that a guy I have known for a while went out, used and died. It hurts when I hear that addiction has won a battle. It made me think of myself a couple of weeks ago, I wanted to get loaded so bad. I know that it could have been me who went out got loaded and died. Scares the shit out of me when I think about it. But we also celebrated my friend's 1 year clean B Day. It was cool, her parents came to help celebrate. You don't see family members come to meetings very often. I always wanted my mom to come to one, maybe one day she will.
I been trying to keep myself busy so I wont get to down or crazy.
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