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A new day is here
I have been doing a lot of soul searching. I realized that I need to get on with my life. I have to concentrate on myself. If there is any chance of my getting back with her, I have to do some inner growing up and some growing up period. I still love her very much but I'm not healthy enough to be in a relationship right now. I pray that some day we will get back together, but right now I need to work on myself.
I spent most of the day in bed sleeping, I had trouble sleeping last night. I keep thinking about my dad. I miss him so much. With today being his birthday.
I just trying to keep my head up and plow on. Life goes on, the world didn't stop for my broken heart. I still want to call her and see if she is ok. I miss not being able to talk to her. I hear a song or see something funny on tv and think I can't wait to tell her this. Then I remember I can't. It'll take time I know. Signing off for know
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