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those shcemes i participated in well...i got caught really bad at the worst one possible i got caught with the cell phone which was in my moms name which i used and i got caught cause i called my house and 4 hours later it registered with my dad that the name below the phone number was not mine and that was the end of that all fucking hell broke the fuck loose my family wants to put me in jail omg im so honeslty fucking scared i cant believe that i just omg i dont know what to do there is nothing for me to do....im just fucking stuck....i didnt spend the day with woodley on sat i just chilled all day but omg he came to see me on tues and i was sooo hapy omg ive never been so happy as i was having him here with me at school God that was wonderful thats all i want is just to be able to be with him now i just want all this shit done and over with I want my mom to stop huirting God i feel terrible for hurting her i know i feel worse for hurting her then she ever did when she broke my heart and let it get broken my dad was like stop being angry at me now ur mom and i talk she makes these decisions too i was thinking to myself you know these decisions never came about until you got invovled i.e. its still ur damn fault.....somone so willing to see me unhappy im supposed to give up everything for them God im so tired of being unhappy because of them....i just hope things are better for Sam then they were for me i just hope he takes better care of Him in this part of his life not that God isnt taking care of me i just want him to be smarter then i was about my actions or maybe im to smart God im always such a fucking liar maybe sam just needs to be average nothing extordinary to him like ppl always claim for some reason there is about me because i jsut fuck everything up
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