| Current mood: |  groggy |
| Current music: | Coheed and Cambria >> A favor house atlantic |
Where do we go from here...
Today was alright. Same old day where I get nothing accomplished, nothing worth mentioning. So this will be a short update. Worked 5-9, and it kinda sucked. I say a couple in there mid 20's there getting out of their car, and when the woman smiled at her boyfriend of husband or w/e something happened to me inside. I just got this sickening feeling like an emptyness in my stomach. All I could think about was "why cant I have someone who smiles at me like that, why cant I have that" It was just a painful realization out of nowhere. It hurt even more bcuz in Autumn is when I get the most emotional, its like my "spring fever" except in fall. Its my favorite time of the year. The sunsets and leaves are beautiful...and the thought of being alone was just a knife in my heart...
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