ive got my finger on the trigger... (loserkid7713) wrote, @ 2003-11-29 01:54:00

i got this feeling today, something i rarley feel, it wasnt good nor bad, i guess its just something normal. i felt jealous. There were this couple holding hands and flirting with each other and what not. And i felt jealousy. I pictures what it would be like if I was the one there and i realized that would make me happy. normally i hate seeing that and think "get a room" but i dont no y but it seemed like love? god y am i sounding like an emo faggot? why am i feeling jealous to something i normal hate and dispise? maybe i have been missing out on life. i never live life to the fullest. i think i need a selfesteem booster now. i think i need someone to love.... y am i becoming a fag?


god why are my thoughts becoming so deep and personal?

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