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Polar Opposites
So many emotions going through my head and heart right now. Here goes:
Tonight, during the recital, a song was sung and they are dwelling in my heart. I give you the lyrics...
In His Eyes, from Jekyll and Hyde
"I sit and watch the rain,
And see my tears run down the windowpane...
I sit and watch the sky.
And I can hear it breathe a sign...
I think of him,
How we were...
And when I think of him,
Then I remember...
Remember...
In his eyes I can see
Where my heart longs to be!
In his eyes I see a gentle glow,
And that's where I'll be safe, I know!
Safe in his arms, close to his heart...
But I don't know quite where to start...
By looking in his eyes,
Will I see beyond tomorrow?
By looking in his eyes,
Will I see beyond the sorrow
That I feel?
Will his eyes reveal to me
Promises or lies?
But he can't conceal from me
The love in his eyes!
I know their every look,
His eyes!
They're like an open book,
His eyes!
But most of all the look
That hypnotized me!
If I'm wise,
I will walk away,
And gladly...
But, sadly,
I'm not wise,
It's hard to talk away
The mem'ries that you prize!
Love is worth forgiving for!
Now I realize -
Everything worth living for
Is there, in his eyes!
Love is worth forgiving for!
Now I realize -
Now I realize -
Everything worth living for
Is there, in his eyes!"
And now, for rebuttal, the polar opposite thoughts in my head:
So what the fuck exactly is your fucking problem? Do you enjoy tormenting people, you sadistic little piece of shit? Well, you know what, I don't FUCKING care what you do with your goddamn life or who's other lives you decided to fuck around with because you are now in the past. I refuse to let you hurt me anymore. I have wasted too much on you to fucking dwell on the past and wallow around in self pity and hurt and all your shit that you give me. You are not good enough for me. I put in time and my effort and my attention and my affection and my love in to this so-called relationship, and all you put in is your jizz every now and then. We used to have only one thing in common and that is that we would both do anything for you. Not anymore. You are nothing more than the shit that I wipe off of my shoe before throwing it away. Fuck off, asshole.
Phew! Don't we all feel better now. Every now and then, you just need to vent... thanks!!
-P
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