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Dammit...
Yeah... I haven't updated in a long time again, sorry. I've been busy, and things have been going on that I wished to write about, but I've been both too busy and lazy to actually do so.
Maybe I'll do a writeup of last week later, since it was relatively eventful and would make up for some of my recent laziness at least, but I don't feel like it now, except to say I'm feeling down again, just now.
There's this girl in my blowoff Philisophy class who seems really cool and she seemed to like me, so I was going to try to get know her and maybe ask her out. I actually got quite excited about the prospect, but then today when I was at Biaggi's with Nic I saw her come in with some guy, so there goes that idea.
Worst of all, there's just enough of a sliver of doubt (as to whether or not she's in a relationship) to make me wonder and beat myself up over what I should do. I mean there're many reasons she could have been there with that guy, maybe he's but a friend or her brother or something but... yeah, I doubt it somehow.
Ugh, why must life always fuck with me. I wish there was a god so I could blame him for being a fucker.
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