Lord_Velos (lord_velos) wrote, @ 2004-06-27 01:57:00

My last blurty entry. Farwell people.
I have thought about this entry for quite some time. When was the last time I was on? A month maybe more? But it doesn't really matter anyways. The reason *WHY* I have not made an entry in forever is really very simple.

The chapter of the past 3 1/2 years of my life is...CLOSED.

This jounal represents those past years. Most of those years being very sad and not so good to me, but there was ALOT of fun mix up in there as well.

I've seen and done many a thing, meet alot of people, and learned many a lesson.

But all of that is in the past.

A past I can not change nor re-live no mater how hard I try. I find that when I think of these past years all I do is become more stagnent, uncaring, unmoving, and depressed. I was going no where FAST by reflecting upon it.

So I put this journal to its final rest. Hell I already have, I just never made an entry saying so.

When I look forward to the future things start to move ahead again. Case in point when I first moved here to Memphis. I was so looking forward to my return to a job I love. A women who I thought I was going to marry, etc etc All these event came along and started rolling again because I thought of the future, and not the past.

I find myself in those same shoes again. The past shall remain in the past. All my questions and lessons have for the past 3 1/2 years have been answered, solved, and revered.

Know that I am happy. Know that I have conquered and overcome many a personal demon and problem. Know that everything is finally once again all A-OK.

Another new journey for me has begun about a month ago. I am just posting this to say farewell.

Good bye all! I hope you enjoyed the read! To bad you people will not be around to see the next chapter in my life, but I think this time around my thoughts, feelings, and adventures will remain MY OWN and not be put on public view for display. The next chapter in my life promises to be a much brighter one I am sure.

May god/goddess bless and keep you all safe and sound in all your travels.

To all the people, places and things I have meet, seen, and done I say this. I have NO REGRETS.

bye bye (one last evil grin)

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