|Current mood:|| exanimate|
|Current music:||311- Creatures|
My name is Volitile...Whatchitnow!
Generally, most of my entries have been more or less... long. Not this one. I don't even feel like posting, really. But, I suck, have no life, and seem to be hated by many at this moment in time, so I'm stuck in the house on a friday night after the worst day of my entire life. I got to school, failed two quizzes, Katie mckendry cancelled plans with me for tonight (not mad about it; just wish we coulda hung out....stupid english), Got home looking forward to the 1 hour I have before work, lost my key... had to sit outside with no-one home with NO BUTTS for an hour and a half waiting for my grandparents. Went straight to work. had plans to go out with my friends Steph and Lindsey. Get to the movies to meet them there and they didn't show up, came home... and got yelled at by my mom. Plus, how the fuck am I getting to Allisons tommorow night? Can Johnny take me or no? Becuase I need to tell my mom the plans, if I can even leave the house.
Also, people have been really rude to me lately. Everyones "in a bad mood" lately, but It's like: That can't be true becuase you tell me THAT'S why you're pissy, and then turn around and laugh and joke with the person next to you. Whatever. Honesly, I understand being in a bad mood every once and a while, but after a certain amount of time (this is NOT to Jaqui, Honey I completely sympathize with you...things will get better) and a certain number of grumpy days, people are going to call you a bitch! Let's face facts, I'm not perfect, NOT even close. I have bad days, But I don't use moods for an excuse to be cold everyday. Maybe I just don't understand/ know enough about peoples problems. *shrug* Maybe people just don't want to stay close to me anymore.
Perfer et Obdura; Dolor hic Tibi Proderit olim
Be patient and tough; one day this pain will be useful to you