One thing still missing...
Man, it's been a while since I updated... I haven't had a chance to, and the shitty part is, right now, I really don't feel like updating! I don't want to get involved with too much because a lot is going on in my life that I still haven't had a chance to sort out.
My job is going great... December 12th is the day that Dan Ellis is going to interview me for my manager's position. I HAVE to be ready!! I'm spending a lot of time trying to prepare... I won't let this chance blow me by.
School is getting difficult. We've started our engine re-build projects. All I have to say is that I need to use all the resources I can to pull this thing off.
I've had a lot of time off and I haven't used it to see the clannies and I know this... I've just been enjoying my days to myself. But tonight, I visit them. Even if only for a short while.
Jessica.... Our time spent Saturday will be time I'll never forget. I honestly think that I'm no closer to having this girl as my girlfriend, but... I'm not about to give up now. I'll go over everything we did that night next entry, promise... One thing about her that's worrying me alot is... I think, slowly... Ever so slowly... With all her and I have been involved with... all the things we shared... all the feelings we feel.... I'm starting to fall for her.
And that could be bad...