|Current mood:|| pissed off|
Bored and weak minded
Im completely weak minded I tell you. I promised myself I wouldnt email Usman and what in the hell did I do? I emailed the dude. Why? Why was I so weak to do it? I really and truly need to push him out of my mind. I still long to see him but Im trying to push the love aside and basically just be his friend. I think that sounds good. Just for us to be good friends and live out seperate lives.