|Current mood:|| infuriated|
One day seems like forever
One day not talking to Usman seems like forever.
I think I will die a million deaths.
I cant believe Im talking like this.
I mean...On one side I hate his guts and want to leave him forever, but on the other I miss him so much it hurts.
Why do I have to feel this?
Why cant I just move on in life?
I need to seriously forget him and just end something that can never be anything more than just some silly relationship that will never go anywhere in life.
We are opposites and even though they say opposites attract, I dont believe them.