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| Current music: | Fall Out Boy - "The Pros and Cons of Breathing" |
I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel
One. I do sincerely care for Matt. I am for once comforable and loved. I am happy with him. Although sometimes he treats me like a child, like explaining things. He often gets frustrated because I am not bubbly, I am not happy all the time. He complains about everything and won't take care of himself. But I do care.
Two. Although I completely care for Matt, I have developed a crush. His name is Tim. He has gorgeous blonde hair, he's taller than me and skinny. But I'm invisible. He is friends with my friends and I've seen him two days in a row. He hugged me today when I was leaving. I can't help it. I always want the unattainable.
I'm so sad. So very sad.
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