that just is something that pisses me off. People start saying God does this to them or He's making this happen to me. Get over yourselves. God.. IS.. Love. He doesn't do things to test your endurance. John chapter 17.... the whole chapter... talks about how certain things are gonna be.. bad, not just to you to everyone, and its not Gods doing, just stop saying it is... I wont quote scriptures cause basically.. I suck at remembering stuff like that always have... but what I type always comes from the heart. oh well, just a li'l pissy.. I know I shouldn't be but whatever. I'll deal.