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bar head
I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND.. okay so i can't very well remember my weekend but i remember i have a boyfriend and i had a lot of sex. i even got to cum 4 times in one session. thats crazy. i took some bars 2 nights in a row and drank on them. my mom says thank god im alive because she thinks my body should have shut down. i know better than that though i do this all the time. so last night i drank 4 beers and took 1 1/2 bars. i think thats all i did. i know i slept at billys and i had sex for a really long time with chris sitting next to us. i don't even mind having sex with people around anymore. it kind of just makes it more exciting. too bad i was on my period though because then we could have foreplayed. the night before that i took a bar and drank 2 1/2 beers. me and kat made out supposedly but i don't remember. and she had sex with joey and gave keith head. me and kat are great and we make him cheat on his gf. i don't remember much of the walk home that night but i do remember crying to billy. a few times. i cried later that night too. joey splurged everything to billy. like how me and joey were having sex and stuff. im so glad billy got over it well i know he isnt over it but im glad we arent fighting anymore. i miss him. i feel so bad for hurting him i just want to never let go of him when i hug him. he makes everything so happy. i break all my rules for him. i swore id never date someone who drank and billy is an alchoholic and then i promised no one that smokes cigerettes either.. or does coke or is younger than me. there is something about him. he has the nicest body for a 15 year old and he seems a lot older. i don't mind this shit anymore. my mom is making me stay home these few days because she wants me to kind of sober up and slow down on what i am doing. thats fine by me. but sunday she wants me to go away for a week to sebastian to see my cousins. i am not sure i think i will. i miss them.... anyway i just repierced the top of my ear with a mushroom earing and im going to repierce my belly button. oh the things to do when you are bored. i'll update more later i have so much to say.
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