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| Current music: | My Everything |
Last night the feel of Joey no longer in the bed awakened me. I couldn't feel his presence and it disturbed me. He couldn't sleep and crawled back into bed and wrapped his arms around me. We talked about life, love, and friendship and continued to plan our wedding. There isn't a rush to the alter more of a wanting to share the love that we feel with all our friends and family. When we look at each other it's like nothing I have ever experienced in my life. I can see into his soul and am blessed with images of us as a family and the love that radiates comforts me.
We'll probably be married sometime in March, which means we have lots of work ahead of us. This isn't going to be some extravagant affair with expensive china and a 5-piece orchestra. That's not what Joey and I are all about. We want something intimate. I have visions of the beach at home in Orlando. His little daughter walking down the isle with ringlets and a wreath of flowers in her hair. I see my brother dressed in his finest suit not a tuxedo, singing with that magical voice of his as Joey and I walk down together. I see Jeff and Justin in the front row, my brothers, my family supporting me with every step I take.
But most of all I see Joey, my future. This is what this whole day is about. It's not about a fancy party or a long ceremony. It's about finally saying to the world or in our case the world we have built for ourselves, that we belong together heart, body, and soul. Nothing will ever break the bond that we have.
I love you Joe...
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