|Current mood:|| crushed|
thanks a lot
I wish you knew how easy it is to crush me.
Actually, I wish you knew how easy it was to make me happy. And how to say just the right thing. And how to take the cues I'm giving you.
Or, when you find out by accident how easy it is to crush me (although I don't think you know that's what you did), I wish you would make it better.
I can't believe you'd let me sit here and cry instead of putting forth any effort, when all I ever do is try to help you and be there for you. Happy Thanksgiving, thanks for letting me know you care.
[I'm sorry, this is not your fault. I just hate to spend holidays alone. And I hate feeling alone. And I get very upset when it's so easy to make it better...and you just won't.]