|Current mood:|| angry|
|Current music:||he had it coming(cell block tango)-chicago|
bowling for dummies...
tip #1, never bowl with your mother in law. she is forever being critical of me, and she doesn't even have to be in the conversation, just the room. i am really going to quit if i have to sit in the car for 35 minutes on the way in and out of town listening to her rude bitter blatherings about conversations that she only catches bits and pieces of and bitches on for hours about. even if she has no idea what the conversation was about. whew, had to get that out of my system. case in point, telling another teammate about my church's comtemporary service that is coming up next weekend and eric buts in that it sucks and we joke around about how he is against organized religion in general so his opinion doesn't matter and eric jokes that i am recruiting for my cult(organized religion is a cult to him, don't even ask) and we banter back and forth. on the way home she threatens to slap me if i continue to insult eric's lack of religion in public and tosses in how loud we were and that we(meaning eric and i) made a teammate who was very religious on their team very uncomfortable...blah blah blah. well, eric and i both are like....ok? he wasn't even in the conversation how did we insult him??? and she just says that we were talking too loud and he is highly religious...blah blah blah i think we changed the conversation after that. but i jsut really cannot stand her sometimes. i mean she doesn't even know what she is talking about half the time she just likes to criticize me because deep down inside i think she just wants me to be miserable and i refuse to. ok, i think i flushed it out now, i really do. at least until next sunday. i am going to talk to eric about me quitting bowling though because i really can't take the fact that she told me she was going to slap me and i was supposed to sit there and just agree with it. i was sitting in her car thinking of whether it was worth it or not to walk home 20 miles or listen to her for 30 minutes. it was a hard debate, in the end i jsut tuned out and stopped listening to her in general. i really don't think she notice, which would amuse me if i weren't so angry.
bowling was fun, though, i think i am getting better and my team stays the same. if one person does well we all do well. and i don't think were in last place. theres my pollyanna moment for ya.
next week is the comtemporary service and i am really excited about it it was my idea and it will actually come together and everything and i am so excited. that about sums taht all up.
church was nice this morning, mike kirby is a better speaker and i think he even looks the part of a small church minister, i am really supportive of all the new things in the church now because i think it does need change and i hope that he will be open minded enough to see that(new minister).
well, i finished my speech for my public speaking class and feel i am prepared to give it tomorrow. hopefully it will sound as good as it looks on paper. did most of the reading for psych and will hopefully finish and get the notes and questions done on tuesday. thats all for now, lirpa