|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||kittie - brackish|
so stressed. my stomach hurts so much. i'm like freaking out. all i want is to to go to the mall tomorrow and get new boots and go to hollister and go to lucky n hang out with my friends.. omg i'm just so sick i hate it. why do i always have tobe sick. i'm so depressed too. i'm gonna end up in the hospital i know it. i'm just so sick. i just cant deal anymore. school is too much. therapy is too much. just everything just i cant deal. i cant take another panic attack. it physically hurts i cant go through this again. omg and thanksgiving. a whole day pretending to be happy and bla bla bla. i cant do this. Penny was thretaning me with the hospital on monday. its a scary thought. me. in a hospital. where they take your shoelaces. and i probably could even bring all my cd's. i'm just so miserable.