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|Current music:||Mae "Goodbye, Goodnight"|
Old Memories, My New Best Friend & Some Other Stuff....
Well, seeing how late it is, I should be studying for my AP Government and AP Psychology tests. But I can't really... focus. Therefore, I'm here writing in my journal. Not a lot to really talk about. Just a few things here and there I guess. I wanted to write earlier this weekend but I wasn't up to it. I had depressed flashbacks of elementary school and got depressed. Started thikin about Stephen Young oddly. It's weird because I haven't talked to him since 7th grade. And even then it was... awkward. I dunno, I guess because he was the first person I really looked up to and I never got the chance to really be friends. And its bothering me now. I dunno whether it was the fact that I never took that chance or something else. Anyways, I mean, it was only for a night so it's not like I'm fixed on it but it's amazing the things you remember elementary school. Some things make me happy but others just make me confused and depressed.
On a lighter note, I think The O.C. isn't my favorite show anymore. I know. Weird huh? I mean, I still love it but I don't think its my truest favoritest. I think it's Smallville now. And I'll tell you why. I went out on Friday when I went to work and got the first season (the only season I haven't seen) and it's really good. I'm hooked horribly. And I wouldn't have gotten it if it weren't for a friend of mines in school. I guess you could say one of the people I have most in common with in that school. A kid in my class named Matt. He's a senior in my drama class. It's his ultimate favorite show and we talk about it in class and stuff and we were talking about it on Friday, so I got all in the moment and decided to go get it. Guess you could say he's the "best friend that never was". Cause I never really had a friend that wasn't a big deal. Eric and Ricky are were my "best friends" back home I guess you could say but Ricky wasn't a great friend and Eric was too involved with himself. Matts not either and I can tell you he won't be like them two because he won't have a huge paragraph in every entry. :)
Anyways, yeah there isn't really a new anyone. Although there is a new Stephen Young... I'll give it a while to talk about that because that's gonna be a entry on its own. Fairly complicated material... stuff I still don't even understand. In all though, everything has been pretty decent. Haven't really been depressed or anything. More reclused probably. I felt good today in Psychology because I studied over the weekend (damn overacheivers are starting to rub off on me) and I was answering questions left and right in class. :) People finally started to acknowledge my existence. heh. Anyways, I'm waiting for the snow. I love snow. It's so peaceful and calming. Everything just kinda goes away. Nosie, stress, problems, and even better school. Supposed to snow tomorrow and throughout the weekend. I'm sure they won't cancel exams this year like they did last year, but I'm just waiting for the 29th. The highlight of my month.
I'm not sure if I mentioned this in some early entry but I'm gonna say it again. I'm not goin back to Newport News after I graduate. I realized that there's really not much that will be there come fall. The few friends I have are going off to college. The ones that aren't that are worth going back for (Jessica, Will n Linsey, Billy)... I'm not worried about them. I know they'll always be around no matter what. And technically, there won't be much here either. A lot of my friends up here are goin to college. Which I am too, just a little community college til I decide on what I want to do. Anyways, I think that's it. I gotta go now. Aqua Teen Hunger Force is on. This show is fuckin awesome ^_^ I'm soooo gonna buy it on DVD soon. Later people.