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Bumps
I have been in training every day this week for my new job. It is also homecoming week and so alot of stuff has been going on. I have gone over to the lambda chi house every night after work to pomp. After this week, it will all be over with though. I think it will be a little bit sad. I am just now getting to know some of the guys and I really enjoy their company. I like playing Halo until 4 in the morning even when I have a 9am the next day. I realized that sometimes you can like someone who you would never think to be your "type" just as much as someone who is.
I am really excited about my new job. I feel like it is going to be a lot of fun, plus I work with some really cool people. Although the guy to girl ration is about 1:6. lately, every day I have been breaking out in weird hive like bumps. it is kind of stressing me out. and stress might be the cause of them, according to mom. So that is a little bit of a neverending mess. They itch me and I am running out of Benydryl.... I don't feel like I have that much stress.
Well i didn't have stress until about 10 minutes ago. Curt called me. Oh my. Curt is a boy I met last year, a little after Thanksgiving, right before Christmas break, during one of the "breaks" Chad and I had. He got deployed earlier this year. Right after he sent me roses on Valentines Day from North Carolina and told me he was in love with me. Curt wrote me long letters talking about how scared he was that he would never get to come home to see me, how he was terrified I was going to meet someone and have a boyfriend when he came home. I like Curt, I really do, but I don't understand. We were never together, we hung out for like 2 days when he came to visit Katie, hell we didn't even have sex. He lives in a different state. I tried that with my favorite boy, Dan, that didn't work. He treats me like I am the love of his life though.... I dunno what to do. I am supposed to go with him to Iowa for a family reunion party they are having. I don't know what to do. I don't want a boyfriend who is so far away from me. I like having a guy here and close that I can go see when I want. I like cooking dinner and buying presents and spending the night...Errr.... But I can't hurt him.
I skipped all of my classes today. I don't know why, I was going to study, but I just slept all day. I saw "Robert" yesterday. I felt quite proud that I was able to walk by him and not stop and talk to him. It was really hard for me to ignore him because, well we know why. Its robert.... and I just want to kidnap him and move to the Canary Islands. But I have to move on because he isn't any good for me. So I was strong.
Well I have a statistics test tomorrow, so I am headed to bed.
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