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wow, it's been so long since i've updated. i've been badly neglecting my blurty lately. but, thats mostly because of how busy i've been. summer was awesome. i'm sad to see it end. the last month of summer has been one of the best months of my entire life. well, hm.. let me see what's been going on lately.
i love keith. he is the greatest. next saturday will be together for two months. he is one of the best people i've ever met. he's such a sweetheart. he cares about me so much, it's so unbelievable. i hope things stay like this. not only is he my boyfriend, but he is also one of my best friends in the entire world. i can tell him anything and he won't say a word. and that is a very rare quality for people in bayonne to possess.
school just started monday. ::cringes:: i've had so much homework this week. everynight i have at least 2 hrs of bio homework, on top the homework i've had in spanish, bible studies, geometry and algebra II. but whatever, i just gotta get into the grove of things and i'll be striaght. and i must develop myself some better study habbits. i plan on getting really good grades this year. and i'd like to be exempt[sp?] from most of my finals. that would be hot. i have an english class with cara, u.s I with elyse, all of my other classes either lauren, gina, salt, jorda, rizza, and palak are in. so i have friends in all my classes which is good. and most of us have 4th period lunch, which has it's ups and downs. i get to have lunch with everyone.. but i hate 4th period lunch. and i have no studies, because of 5-yr math. which blows.
the last two weeks of summer i started hanging out with cara again. i don't know why i hadn't been with her all sumer. i guess we both just had our own clique and they really didn't mesh too well. but one day i was at Keith's and he ran to the store, and when he came back he was like "i brought you a surprise" and then there comes cara. i was so happy. she's such a good friend of mine, and i've really been neglecting her. she had to go through a lot of shit this summer, and i feel so horrible because i didn't know about it, so i wasn't there for her. she was there for me, and i just wasn't there for her. it didn't happen too long before i started hanging out with her, so i can try to sort out the aftermath with her.
i finally got my leela back. for a long time she was always with nicole. but now cheryl is hanging around with all them now, and elyse hates cheryl, so she has a reason not to go there anymore. that whole month-ish without elyse was just horrible. but now things are like they used to be, so that's good. she's with me everyday, and stays over most nights. actually, she just woke up and is in the living room right now.
last night was weird. there was so much fighting going on, i was so confused. keith got himself into a couple, and i believe he instigated the others. yup, that's keith for you. i ran into pete, john paul, ross, mosca, and baber. i haven't seen them in forever. mosca was a little intoxicatd last night. all night long, he was just telling me how he doesn't hate me and how he's sorry we haven't talked in so long. [fyi: we hooked up, and it kinda fucked up the friendship]. and then, when i went home i was talking to elyse. five mintues later she called be back, because mosca wanted her to tell me he didn't hate me. and he got on the phone and started talking to me. it was funny, because he was drunk. but it was weird at the same time. because when peopl are drunk, they tend to say lots of things that are true, but they wouldn't bring it up if they were sober. so idk. maybe we'll start hanging around them again. well, i should go eat breakfast now. byee<33
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