| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | I Thought You Knew- Kenny Chesney |
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I want to call Jay =( But of course, thats impossible =( I miss him so much =( And we arent together anymore on top of everything =( I want my daddy back =( Ugh...So depressing =( I miss him...But oh well, thats not something I can change. Unfortuantly. All I want is for him to want to be only with me and not even need to look at other girls. Ha. Hes a guy. So that aint never gunna happen =( But I still want him back here... I miss not being able to wake up beside him, and I miss laughing @ Adam with him, and I miss hearing the words "Yer my girl, you know that right?" and him telling everyone that I was his girl and that no one could ever touch me cuz I belonged to him, and I miss doing his dishes and the little kisses and cuddiling I'd get while doing them, and I miss having naps with him when we were watching TV and it got boring, and I miss fighting with him, and I miss hearing "I love you Stessie," and I miss falling asleep in his arms, and I miss waking up in the middle of the night to him pulling me closer to him, and I miss feeling important and needed and cared about and useful and loved, and I miss sleeping with him and then laughing at him afterwards just to piss him off, and I miss being able to be with him and feel special, and I miss the backrubs...I just miss him in general =( Lifes not fair.
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