|Current mood:|| tired|
|Current music:||the hum of the dryer|
Life Ain't Nothin' But Bitches and Money
argy argy arrrrrrrrgh!!!
ok so i called James today... we'll say it went poorly. i barely got a word out of my mouth to him before his trailer trash pregnant girlfriend hung the phone up on me. so clearly thats way too much fucking drama and i'm done with that. it just pisses me off b/c he lied, he PROMISED me he would always be there for me no matter what, and he isn't. so much for trying to renew old friendships, but at least i have *some* sense of closure about it, which i desperately needed.
I'm also getting really antsy about this medication thing. it's driving me crazy that i was just starting to feel normal again on Paxil, then the doc ripped me off it and onto this Zoloft shit. maybe i just need a higher dosage or something. i have an appointment to talk with my counselor on Friday so at least i can talk to someone who can help and give me advice.
yeah, i'm just pretty much entirely consumed with feeling horrible.
Sopranos Season 4: excellent! i even convinced my mom to buy HBO so we can watch the next season that starts tomorrow. even though i dont live at home... she's going to tape it for me, good times:-)
oh, Matt and I AND Ashleigh from work went out Friday night. i kind of wanted to be alone with Matt so we could talk, but it was still a good time and i got a milkshake out of the deal too!
i'm a bargain hunter! i got $1,000 worth of clothes for $300 !!!!!!!! how fucking sweet is that! its all nice stuff, stuff i can wear to a job/internship.
i'm tired y'all... goodnight my babies!