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LittleKittyPants (lilkittypants) wrote,
@ 2004-02-26 19:12:00
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    Current mood: drained
    Current music:RUFUS!!!

    "I don't know what it is so get me over"
    hey yall.

    things have been weird... well mostly just crappy. The Mardi Gras party was a huge success and i got wasted and had lots of fun, but i think it kind of threw some things off balance. There was weirdness with tons of alcohol and no Zoloft in my system and i think its been fucking me up. plus i'm new to zoloft so i don't know how effective it will be for me and so on. i'm not having the side effects that i was with paxil, but i'm a lot sadder. yesterday i cried a few times, today i cried several times.. in the jay's nest and i even had to leave class to go cry in the bathroom. also for the first time in a long time suicide crossed my mind *gasp* its okay everyone, i would never do it. but it was something i used to think about a lot before i started taking medication, and now i'm worried because it i miserable again. hopefully its just a minor glitch and it will all even out soon. i'll keep ya posted.

    i have tons of work to do at home over break UGH! what the fuck? how is that any fucking break?! damn my professors and the etownian for giving me work.

    i'm getting my act together and sending in my internship application next week! yay! Dr. Downing looked over my stuff today and said it all looked good and that i should send it off :-D *crosses figers* wish me luck!

    (i know i'm forgetting something)

    i have a new baby cousin! she was born Feb 12th and her name is Jianna Raquel. i cant wait to see her.

    my best bud has been feelin' down lately too :-( i want to wish her all the love and luck in the world because she really is a special girl and i care about her a lot.

    i guess that's it for now... i'll write when i remember what ever it was that i forgot hehe.

    But why'd you have to break all my heart
    Couldn't you have saved a little bit of it?
    Why'd you have to break all my heart?
    Couldn't you have saved a minor part?

    I could have clipped and saved and planted in the garden
    Damn you guess I'll have to get a new one

    But why'd you have to break all my heart
    I could have ripped apart and thrown into the river
    Wonder if there's hearts that will deliver

    Don't ever change, don't ever worry
    Because I'm coming back home tomorrow

    --Rufus Wainwright

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