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hey.. whats up.. im soo excited but yet sad.. its friday time ot PARRRTTYYY....lol..but then again im pretty upset because i still really like tim and i wanna go back out with him soo bad but he doesnt have feelings for me anymore... =(.. gosh i shoud have NEVER broken up with him in teh first place i wonder if we would of still been going out? we probably of would.. because i would of been so in love with him i wouldnt of broke up with him.. but i dont no about him.. but he said he would of never broke up with me..and he was pretty upset when i broke up with him.. i dont no why i even Fucked his brother.. thats what messed the whole god damn thing up...GRR to me,...because before he found out that i did that with his brother we were talking about going back out! and then when he found out he was like yea i was thinking about asking you back out..an di was like AHHHHHH and it was the day of my birthday..and i was soo upset on my birthday it was the worst one EVER...it was my 15th birthday..hes soo hot. and everytime i see him with another girl.. i get soo jealous...btu i guess its time that i try and get over him becuse ill never get him back..and i hate to say that but its true.. soo true...=( grrr i really want him back soo badly...i should of never did what i did.. i made the biggest mistake of my life..grr...if i could go back and change it.. i would.. i wouldnt even think twice.. =( i would actually go back even before i broke up with him the first time..and i wouldnt of broken up with him.. but once again thats never gonna happen....yea well imma go and get ready..ill ttul..ILU!!!