this week has been eventful, got all glammed up to acidentally 'bump' into TP on campus monday morning only to find out that he wasnt coming in. That hacked me up, and resulted me being in a bad mood for the entire day.
On wednesday, we had our final presentations for one of our modules. After months of work on a massive project, it was a relief to get it over and done with. Normally, i am fine when presenting; i'm fairly confident; however, when TP is sat with his chocolate brown eyes boring into my line of vision, my pulse started racing. After we finished, i told him my plans of possibly moving to cyprus, to which he told me that he would always be there for me and it would be a great idea. This left me with a huge smile on my face!
To top off a good day of uni, i took a train up to Liverpool to get my birthday present off of Eski. My birthday is in november, but she bought tickets to see Pink at the echo arena. It is one of the best live acts i have ever seen, every note was pitch perfect, and she put on an amazing performance! Eski then gave me some strange news; Rocker had been asking about whether i was moving to Liverpool. When she said she didnt think so, he replied that it was a shame as he wanted us to start over. Now i dont know what he means by starting over because as far as i was aware, there wasnt any 'us'. This has completely unnerved me, i had just got over him, and suddenly hes back in my life. its all i thought about on the train back to Birmingham, and then spent the rest of the afternoon scolding myself for giving him the time of my thoughts. I am better off with him out of my life, and that is how i intend to keep it.
Have just had an interesting conversation with TP, and I cant wait for tomorrow night. If nothing happens, thats it. Im not trying anymore, shy or not shy, there is only so long a grl can wait!!
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