I don't know what to do about TP. I have dropped so many hints, and he just doesn't seem to be noticing them, and yet i know he likes me. I have come to the conclusion that he is very shy. Now my dilemma is should I continue persuing him, or should I give up?
Yesterday, I went to his squash tournament which was fun; I have never played squash before but I got really into watching it! As I walked into the sports centre, my eyes fell onto TP, and a massive, sexy grin spread accross his slightly stubbly face. I walked over and we had a kind of arkward semi embrace. He asked how I was, and then I am ashamed to say, we stood there for what seemed a lifetime staring into each others eyes! It was so intense, I broke the contact to go and say hi to Rhodes. I found out from her, that TP had been asking what time was coming to the event, and I have to admit, this sent butterflies fluttering through my tummy. halfway through the semi final games, he came over and casually leant on my shoulder as he watched the tournament. It took all of my self control not to turn around and ssnog his face off. Afterwards, we all went out for a beer. He came and plonked himself down at our table, and we had a good laugh generally flirting and joking.
And that was it. Nothing else happened. I am completely gutted. I used to be so confident to asking guys on dates, but since Rocker, I havnt dared to express my feelings untill the guy does. I think if anything is going to happen with TP i am going to have to overcome this. Am seeing him on wednesday at uni, and then will see him on friday for our course night out. Now that is a night I am looking forward to!
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