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When Kiss Comes To Love?
The Hero Awards were wonderful! It was alot of fun hosting and having Brian up there made it even better. He kept me calm and I ended up being a great co-host. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me good luck and that I'd be just fine. He was right....as always. *smirks* I was glad he was right for once though.....I didnt want to make a fool of myself in front of so many people.
After the awards though......I did the unthinkable.
I kissed him! Oh my God I kissed him. He kinda kissed back but I pulled away and was all "OMG I'm so so so so so sorry!". I was mortified. Whats worse is that I didnt need to be mortified...well atleast not because of the kiss. I should have been mortified because of the un-necessary apology. I found out it wasnt necessary when Brian said "Leigh....its ok....dont be sorry." and he smiled and kissed me back! *smacks forehead* I was totally idiotic. After I got home....I just kinda sat there....he says he tried calling but I didnt answer....well if I had heard the phone....I would have answered...but I didnt hear it.
Its been four days now and he's over here playing with Baylee. I really dont know whats coming out of this kiss. I know what I want but right now I dont know what I'll get. He knows how I feel and I am beginning to think he feels the same way...
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