| Current mood: |  rushed |
| Current music: | the weather report |
I'm lurking!
I know I know....lurking is a bad bad thing....but I have a good reason...honest! I'll get to it eventually!
Yesterday we had awful storms roll through Atlanta...I hate storms! The tornado siren went off plenty during the day, which Baylee hated the loud noise it makes. He also seems to be afraid of thundersotrms. My poor baby was crying and carrying on and I couldnt calm him down because the thunder kept coming. I ended up putting his playpen in the basement so he could sit and play while we stayed down there during the warnings. We called Brian too, just to see how he was doing and if maybe his voice could calm Baylee some. I am very happy to report that it did calm him down....alot actually. He giggled when Bri made funny voices. I was so happy to have the reaction from Baylee that this did.....I can only imagine how Brian felt. We ended up sleeping in the basement because I didnt want to take any chances of not hearing a siren at 3am or something.
Today the storms are back full force...which is why I am lurking. I figured it was better to lurk instead of getting on AIM then having to go a few minutes later. I shouldnt be on here at all but I wanted to update and I type pretty fast lol.
I sat in the basement with my son last night and realized at that moment how much I missed having a man around. I felt secure with Bri here....I felt secure when James and I were together too. Without either or them I feel so unsafe and, well, lonely. Maybe I need to stop waiting for something that will never happen and move on. Maybe I'll finally cave and let Tracy and Suzanne set me up with somebody. They've been dying to. *giggles*
Ok its starting to get bad again. Maybe I'll be on later!
Brian- Thanks for helping yestersay. Maybe he is finally ready for some quality time with you. Call me to tell me what you think ok?
Brit- Nice rap! Real....um....creative. *laughs* I've heard worse....trust me!
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