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[LaSTanDiNg] (lastanding) wrote,
@ 2003-09-09 14:11:00
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    - Perfection
    ::walks to favorite tree on a sunny day::
    ::sits under it and closes eyes::

    ::feels a gental breeze and a tap on his lips::

    ::opens eyes slowly::


    her - Hey...I found you!
    me - OMG...how did you find me? I thought I'll never see you again
    her - yeah, it's been quite a while.
    me - Quite? hmph. Quite is a small word...I bet you dont remember my name anymore. ::giggles::
    her - ::giggles:: Still the same ol' Jamar I rememeber... Mind if I sit next to you?
    me - Not at all. I prefer you do. ::smiles::
    her - ::sits and places her head on my chest:: ::whispers::...I miss you...
    me - Huh? What you said?
    her - ::speaks with a bold voice:: I miss you Jamar...I thought about you everyday every since...
    me - ::cuts her off:: "That night"?
    her - Yeah...Look I'm sorry that all happened. I was young and I didn't know you felt that way...I didn't know I felt the same way.
    me - You're still young.
    her - ::sits up:: Yeah but at least I know what i want now...I really Love you; I loved you then and I still do. My feelings never stopped...
    me - ::sighs and pulls her head gentally back to his chest:: Neither has mines.
    her - ::smiles brightly:: so...how long you think its been?
    me - 3 years...7 months
    her - ::cuts him off:: and 9 days
    both - :::turns to each other and stares:::

    ::she leans in to give me a kiss::

    me - ::pulls away:: err..look I'm sorry. I can't do this. Not now.
    her - ::smiles:: why not?
    me - Because....I can't now...it's too late for "US" now. I've been thinking ever since then and I'm scared that somethinng like what happeend to us will happen again.
    her - ::still smiling:: Look I totally understand. I can't blame you
    me - ::smirks:: Thanx...but...how did you find me?
    her - I knew you'll be here.
    me - How..?
    her - I saw you here with that girl along time ago, and I knew you'll be here again...waiting for her.
    me - ::becomes serious:: You, Seen her?
    her - ::chuckles:: yeah but hey dont worry..you're suppose to move on and love other girls right
    me - ::looks down::thanx...I didn't know if it was the right time to tell you...but yeah i love her..two years now.
    her - I'm happy for you ::pause::...hey, do you still live in the same apartment?
    me - yeah, I told you I'll never leave it lol
    her - Damn, you never lie do you lol
    me - omg...Do you remember that one night - when my parents let you sleep over?
    her - ::laughs:: yeah how can I forget? I don't think I have ever opened up to someone in a short period of time as that night...::lays her head back on his chest::...I rememeber you held me close like this. And, told me you'll never hurt me. And for some reason I believed you. From that day on I truely believed that I could trust you and that we were meant to be.
    ::closes her eyes:: wow it feels like yesterday; I can rememeber that whole night...
    me - I'm glad you can...Hey - do you rememeber that agreement we made?
    her - yeah about if we were ever to leave, then meet up after along time...that'll we'll be together forver, that we will become perfect...completed...........Omg baby..I'm glad I came back to you. You make me soo happy!
    me - I don't...want this to end
    her - I don't either...I can't be perfect by myself. But, with you..I'm perfect...satisfied..complete
    me - ::closes eyes:: Yeah...I know

    ::pulls out a gun::

    me - ::whispers::: ...together forever...




    Birds flutter and fly away as two gun shot alarms the skys.

















    With death comes perfection...when you're perfect...there's nothing to be changed or made better.


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