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Fuck Life. ;/
How come my life gets more miserable every single day? I don't even know how and why it's like that! Nothing I do can make things better, can they? I really hate my life... No one should deal with everything that I do. I mean look.…
I Have:
• A step-dad who drinks alot.
• A mom who yells alot.
• A dad who doesn't see me alot.
• A younger brother who annoys me alot.
• An older brother who hate me alot.
• A boyfriend who I miss alot.
• A very close friend who doesn't seem to like me alot.
• A therapist who I wanna shoot alot.
•A life which I would like to end so badly just to make everyone's life better.
I really can't take it anymore... My relationship with Matt is so fucked up.… I mean everything I thought what we actually had was so much worth it but then I realized that he was drifting away from me more and more. And it's making me feel so much pain knowing that I have no idea if he even thinks of me or not. I don't know what to do.… I feel funny whenever I even try to call him and everyone's telling me to call him but I feel so not right and today I was with my friends and they told me to break up with him but he's my actually FIRST boyfriend that I actually care about more than my family and I don't know what to do! I cant take it anymore.… No one is online that helps me with my problems so all I have is my journal. I suppose I can tell you all that my life isn't fair not one bit.
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