LadyAlyce (ladyalyce) wrote, @ 2004-03-14 01:45:00

Does life seem fair at times? No - not really.

Do people leave you alone when you need them? Yes - they do.

Do these people think that you actually need them? No - they don't

Do you need them? Yes - I do at the moment.

I don't like being alone in this house. It's alright if you can sleep, or you know when another person who lives there is coming home - that's alright. They'll be there when you wake up and everything will be alright. But if you don't know - if you need somebody with you - and they all turn you away - then what do you do? Cry? Go on the net and try to replace their presence? Yes - you do - because you are totally scared.

It's not your fault your house makes strange noises that your still not used to - or has a resident possum that sounds like a witch crackling outside your window - or just has dark corners and rooms. Damn it all! At least one could have stayed. At least them I wouldn't be crying. And it's not the alcohol since it doesn't do this to me. Depression does - being by myself at this time at night - with all the big windows and next to the mountain does.

It is really scary. Despite what they might think. It is!

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