I didn't end up having been fallen for that guy. Chris was his name. I realised all he can bloody well talk about is his stupid hair (which looks ridiculous), dance music, and him. Boring!
Now I'm back 'together' with Adrian. Strange eh? We were 'going-out' way back about two/three years ago. End of year nine, or was it year eight. Erg... Can't remember. One of them. Year eight. Yes. I think that was when we 'went out'. Well ever since we broke up I had regretted it. Yes even to this very year - I'd been saying "why did I do that?"
Things have changed now. I've changed. For the better I like to think. The biggest change in my life was something that just happened so gradually though. Best friends. And then it moved onto something else. I don't really like the word boyfriend. It seems to juvenile - but I suppose that's what we now are.
Am I happy? Yes
Am I following my heart? Yes
What I truely feel, not what I think I feel? Yes
Is it right? How the heck would I know.
Hrmm... I might sound fickle by writing this, but... It feels normal.
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