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Maybe She's the Reason I'm in this mess...
You ever see those people that don't really mean much to until way the hell after? That's how she affected me, because you don't know what you have until its gone. I always tell myself sometimes, "but how could you be so stupid not to notice it?" She had all those underlying qualities I was looking for, and not to mention she was smokin hot. But I always have this fact stuck in the back of my head that a country girl and a city girl are two different people. She is everything I want, but can never have, because she only happens once in a lifetime. Especially being in my teenage years, she formed my preferences for what I look for in a mate. Even if it takes me a life time, I will find someone like her again...if not her. Her name is Lori H******k, and I met her in grade 10.
I just transferred from Meath Park to Canora Saskatchewan, and it's my first day at Canora Composite School. I picked the greatest day to start, because all the high school grades 9-12 went skiing that day at Assassippi ski resort. Everyone except her...I don't know if it was fate or what, but she was the only person of all the high school kids that didn't go. And there she was, with her long braided brunette hair sitting by herself in science class. My first impression was, "OK Hank, she is waaaayyyy the hell out of you league." I had a problem with self confidence at the time, because I was the one blamed at home, I just didn't have that stand-up attitude. This wasn't one of those love at first sight kind of situations. It was a whole different thing this time, which I was used to, because I am still experiencing new feelings. Imagine, if you had a three year plan, to build the structure and basis for a relationship. So instead of having love up front and fast, it would take a longer time to mature, so as a result the love was stronger and lasted longer.
For all of grade 10, (pretty much the time I was occupied with Nicole) I would see Lori with her boyfriend all the time. Even on my walks home after school, she would come cruising by with him all the time. He was like two years older than her, and to be completely honest, he wasn't the greatest looking. Makes me wonder sometimes, how the hell some of the ugliest guys end up with the hottest chicks. It wasn't until grade eleven, until she started to show interest, I guess she was just kind of sketchy about me being a new guy at school. I know that's how I am when it comes to meeting someone new, I take a while to warm up to them.
It all started that summer after grade 10....uhhohh got 2 go 2 work, I will finish this later on.
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