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| Current music: | Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park |
|M w1+h Y0u
this has been a typical shit week. on monday, leah got in a fight with travis because travis didnt like the idea of leah's stalker ex calling her and taking her places. leah didnt see what the problem was, so travis decided he wasnt talking to leah....again. on tuesday, he still wouldnt talk to leah....and on wednesday they made up because travis missed leah too much. thursday...hmmm...what happened thursday....nothing....friday....leah gets in hella shit because she forgot to go to class again...cant see travis for 2 more weeks....leah goes home....gets screamed at by parents.....gets the shit beat out of her.....goes into her room.....shuts the door.....cries......cuts.....
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
...on a happier note, im happily madly in love, and everything that has to do with travis in my life is pretty much perfect. all i have to do is erase the memories of my life that have been pounding into my brain for years, and im fine. really. ::sigh:: ...fuck.
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