i've got to be good enough for you
things have been going pretty well lately.
school is over, so im just working now.
things with him are going ok. nothing has happened since that one night, but we still hang out pretty much everynight.. which is fine with me. last week we had a really really good conversation about everything. it made me feel so much better because we just threw everything that had happened out in the open, so we are both aware about how we were viewing the situation. im trying so hard not to get wrapped up in this, because i know im just going to get so hurt. i know i cant really expect anything out of this, because im nothing worth having. im really trying though, and i've made it pretty damn far. no matter what happens i know that i did as much as i could to get this thing going, and if it goes no where then thats what fate has in store for me. Theres also another aspect thats bugging me to no end.. but i have to look past it, no matter what. i dont want it to happen, but i cant get mad if it does. being strong means being heartless.
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