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Devious Smurfette (kyoki_shi) wrote,
@ 2003-11-01 19:12:00
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    Current mood: drained
    Current music:The Mars Volta

    Poetical nonsense
    To think-

    If you could have
    _________ A Lifeless Death
    Where would your
    Body F
    ________A
    __________L
    ____________L?
    ___To die in peace
    And live in chaos,
    What the irony
    ________Of it all.
    Could you imagine
    A________________G star
    ________________ N
    _______________I
    _____________ T
    ____________O
    ___________O
    __________H
    ________S__R
    A Bleeding C O S
    ___________S
    Just
    For a young lamb?
    Maybe a__________dying love
    _________ That you only got
    Last night.

    To think that you can see,
    ________________When Love is so blind
    It hurts.


    -Addiction-
    My addiction to this
    ___________substance,
    it's the same thing every
    ______goddamned day.
    I provide for you,
    ____mothering the needs.
    ______nurturing the vice.
    and you slowly disappear,
    a sip
    a gulp
    an epiphany
    the emptiness of the bottle never fills me.
    ______water torture in a drought
    momentarily fulfilled,
    _____oasis
    I leave un-satisfied,
    ________yet
    ful
    filled,
    wanting more
    _____more
    __________less
    _______________more
    this constant want
    _________need
    ________________want
    _______________________________need
    driving me into the
    caverns
    of my tiny skull, looking
    for answers that I believe might be
    there.
    Wanting you more than before
    ______(is that possible)
    This addiction application is denied.
    My mind races into a frantic
    What am I to do without
    ____________it
    I cannot comprehend
    ____________it
    My mind races around
    _________________through
    ____________it
    My thoughts jumble with
    ____________it
    I don't understand your reasoning behind
    ____________it
    I provided
    Where's your goods
    Or do you wish to leave me,
    Completely unsatisfied.

    -Dreaming-
    Free falling towards the ground
    I loose all sense of being.
    Staring at the black cement
    What does it have in store for me?
    Life’s too short to tell and
    I'm
    Not going to stand around
    Waiting....
    To find out.
    Living your dreams
    Defying your nightmares,
    Isn’t life so
    GRAND?
    Close your eyes.
    Open your thoughts,
    See the possibilities
    Or
    The destruction
    You have caused.
    Awaken memories that have
    Hid
    In the back of your mind
    Trying to escape
    To remember
    The things that
    Can never be forgiven. P
    When you give U
    You’ll hit the ground.
    What a sad thought,
    For someone like
    Yourself
    It’s almost
    Unbearable.
    Please wake up.

    -Forgotten-
    You still ridicule
    Me.
    The torture of your words will never
    End.
    I stand on this bridge
    This cold
    Lonely
    Frosty
    Summer night,
    Thinking of what could have been
    Different.
    You wouldn’t care
    Popularity has gone straight
    To your head.
    Us
    Little people are just a thing in the way
    To you
    Aren’t we?
    You can’t
    Deny your roots
    A loner in a crowd,
    Wanting attention
    Needing affection
    Craving love
    Like there's no tomorrow.
    So here I stand once again
    On this swaying bridge,
    Looking out over the water
    This cold
    Lonely
    Frosty
    Summer night
    Deciding
    Wither to jump or
    Not.



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