| Current mood: |  drained |
| Current music: | The Mars Volta |
Poetical nonsense
To think-
If you could have
_________ A Lifeless Death
Where would your
Body F
________A
__________L
____________L?
___To die in peace
And live in chaos,
What the irony
________Of it all.
Could you imagine
A________________G star
________________ N
_______________I
_____________ T
____________O
___________O
__________H
________S__R
A Bleeding C O S
___________S
Just
For a young lamb?
Maybe a__________dying love
_________ That you only got
Last night.
To think that you can see,
________________When Love is so blind
It hurts.
-Addiction-
My addiction to this
___________substance,
it's the same thing every
______goddamned day.
I provide for you,
____mothering the needs.
______nurturing the vice.
and you slowly disappear,
a sip
a gulp
an epiphany
the emptiness of the bottle never fills me.
______water torture in a drought
momentarily fulfilled,
_____oasis
I leave un-satisfied,
________yet
ful
filled,
wanting more
_____more
__________less
_______________more
this constant want
_________need
________________want
_______________________________need
driving me into the
caverns
of my tiny skull, looking
for answers that I believe might be
there.
Wanting you more than before
______(is that possible)
This addiction application is denied.
My mind races into a frantic
What am I to do without
____________it
I cannot comprehend
____________it
My mind races around
_________________through
____________it
My thoughts jumble with
____________it
I don't understand your reasoning behind
____________it
I provided
Where's your goods
Or do you wish to leave me,
Completely unsatisfied.
-Dreaming-
Free falling towards the ground
I loose all sense of being.
Staring at the black cement
What does it have in store for me?
Life’s too short to tell and
I'm
Not going to stand around
Waiting....
To find out.
Living your dreams
Defying your nightmares,
Isn’t life so
GRAND?
Close your eyes.
Open your thoughts,
See the possibilities
Or
The destruction
You have caused.
Awaken memories that have
Hid
In the back of your mind
Trying to escape
To remember
The things that
Can never be forgiven. P
When you give U
You’ll hit the ground.
What a sad thought,
For someone like
Yourself
It’s almost
Unbearable.
Please wake up.
-Forgotten-
You still ridicule
Me.
The torture of your words will never
End.
I stand on this bridge
This cold
Lonely
Frosty
Summer night,
Thinking of what could have been
Different.
You wouldn’t care
Popularity has gone straight
To your head.
Us
Little people are just a thing in the way
To you
Aren’t we?
You can’t
Deny your roots
A loner in a crowd,
Wanting attention
Needing affection
Craving love
Like there's no tomorrow.
So here I stand once again
On this swaying bridge,
Looking out over the water
This cold
Lonely
Frosty
Summer night
Deciding
Wither to jump or
Not.
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