|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Taking Back Sunday - The Blue Channel|
I hate this fucking town
Interview after interview after interview! I HATE THIS GOD FORSAKEN TOWN! This is such bullshit, I've been in College Station for almost 2 months! 2 MONTHS! And I have maybe $20 in my wallet and I owe almost $1000 to various places! WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG?!? Just once, one fucking time I wish things would work out for me. Why can't the world give me one chance to make something of myself. Where in the hell did I go wrong? I've done nothing wrong to anyone, I've helped out people more than I've been helped by people. It's like everyone expects me to sit on the street corner doped up on heroin. I just can't believe this, I can't escape the shithole I'm in. The shit just keeps building up. Cut me a god damned break!