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| Current music: | jess upset about her crazy computer |
I cannot go to school today said little peggy ann mckay
I feel like death, to put it bluntly.
Without my patch, my body turns full force against me. I showered in the dark this morning. Luckily I didnt get dizzy and slip and fall. I have the WORST light migrane. Luckily PHL was cancelled. Jess is in chem so she went.. but I just slept.. or tried to sleep. My back feels like a chainsaw is sticking into it. I think I might throw up. I have cramps so tight that they could vice a car door shut. Not a very good metaphor oh well. I have Fractals in 2 hours. I have to go. I have Chem recitation (quiz) after that.... I cant take any meds b/c I will pass out before I even make it to my classes. I cant get to walmart for my meds. I dont even know what to do with myself. Staring at the light on this screen makes me want to vomit. AHHHHHHH. ick.
Yea so... on a lighter note. Valerie has survived. yay. I know she will. We all go thru the rough times.. typically all of us in our group go thru more rough spots than we deserve but eventually the good will come. I pray. Josh developed HIS version of my chocolate quote: life is like a box of chocolates, except life doesnt come in a box, theres never a paper thingie on the top to tell you which chocolates to grab, none of the flavors are anygood, nothign is wraped in cute little papers, and its nothign but a big mess of brown stuff.
Sometimes he worries me lol. But I understand him.. which frightens ME more than I worry about him. Then we discussed drugs, random things, and... um i dont remember what else. Jon sent me random texts. Definitely cheered me up.. that is after scaring the crap out of me cuz i thought my phone was off lol. Thats okay tho.
Um well.. I cant even think about sitting up any longer so.. Im gonna lay down until I have to go to class. If i die before then.. um... good! I hate fractals! lol.. if not.. more later
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